Tuesday, January 20, 2009

A Peak into My Academic Life as an English Major;)

As requested by Mum, Dad, JA, EF and James....here's some of my school work...


this is a post for my Senior-Level 4000 level Shakespere class:)

its an online post for my online discussing we have to post EVERY single week:P....

so...here it goes......spare the criticism..please:P...unless it's constructive!


Send Email to Author    Jia Hsien Pan 20 Jan 09    8:50 PM MST
As we discussed in class, Orlando did fall in love with Rosalind at first sight and is deeply in love with her throughout the entire play. Rosalind appears to manipulate Orlando by dressing up as a boy and toying with his emotions, as if, "testing" him. I am reminded by the film The Other Boleyn Girl which is also set in Elizabethian times, in which one of the Boleyn girls constantly pulls away despite King Henry's advances in order to manipulate King Henry and make him obsessed with her.

Rosalind, obviously, is at least a little into Orlando because she gave him a necklace. I believe eros love is represented in this play. Perhaps Orlando demonstrates and even professes agape love but Rosalind's feelings towards Orlando is questionable because she does indeed seem to be leading him on and pulling away even when Orlando seems so sincere at professing his love for her. Perhaps she pulls away more and more as he tries to get closer and more intimate with her just to increase his ardor for her.

Her disguise enables her to pretend to be the "nasty wife" or even her "real self" without risking angering or putting Orlando off. This is because she can pretend to be something or someone she isn't or doesn't want to show to Orlando directly. In other words, Rosalind gets to show her true colors without "actually" revealing herself (I believe that Orlando actually sees through Rosalind's disguise, at least towards the end of the play).

Her disguise does present a problem though. For example, if Orlando is actually attracted to Rosalind in disguise, does Rosalind really want to fall in love and marry a man who actually is attracted to a man (Rosalind in disguise)? Realistically speaking, wouldn't a relationship be questionable when one partner dresses up as the opposite sex and the other partner demonstrates affection/sexual attraction to the partner-in-disguise? Disguise symbolizes distrust and without trust, a relationship, romantic or otherwise, will fail to work.

Is this very issue of trust what Shakespere is trying to raise and address in this deep, thoughtful, and thought-provoking play?
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Friday, January 16, 2009

My favourite, current verse:)

I know our pastors tell us that we shouldn't take verses out of context, but I absolutely luv this verse! It inspires me, drives me and gives me passion to excel at both english and photojournalism:)......LORD...u really are the Almighty;)

Read all of 1st Corinthians and be amazed;)

btw this is The Message:1st Corinthians 1....i seriously advise you to cross reference this version with the NIV version;)

26-31Take a good look, friends, at who you were when you got called into this life. I don't see many of "the brightest and the best" among you, not many influential, not many from high-society families. Isn't it obvious that God deliberately chose men and women that the culture overlooks and exploits and abuses, chose these "nobodies" to expose the hollow pretensions of the "somebodies"? That makes it quite clear that none of you can get by with blowing your own horn before God. Everything that we have—right thinking and right living, a clean slate and a fresh start—comes from God by way of Jesus Christ. That's why we have the saying, "If you're going to blow a horn, blow a trumpet for God."


isn't that truth just staring at our faces;)
GOD really is So wise that it just blows our mind, ain't it;)!

here's the NIV version...still great truth;):

26Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. 27But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 28He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, 29so that no one may boast before him. 30It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. 31Therefore, as it is written: "Let him who boasts boast in the Lord."[d]

GOD just rocks my world!!!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Pls pray for my family again...and kuching collectively...ppl are suffering...



Kuching was struck by massive floods 4 days ago...please pray for this city of 500 000 ppl bcos it holds a dear place in my heart....particularly...it contains my family!

VERy severe floods have swept away houses, suspended schools and businesses and even partially shut down Kuching General HOspital becos the elevators short-circuited due to flooding....

pls pray for my dear, dear family and my home in BDC...

pls pray for the multitudes of ppl homeless, broken and suffering in kuching now...
pls pray that Christians in general will bond together and offer their services free of charge: doctors, nurses especiall for the wounded....besides giving food, shelter and blankets to those who are so desperately in need....at this hour...at this time....

would you kneel with me and pray tog for the salvation anf safety of my beloved city?

the City of Cats: my home, my country, my place of refuge and the only place on Earth i feel truly at home at*







would you kneel with me and pray tog for the salvation anf safety of my beloved city?

the City of Cats: my home, my country, my place of refuge and the only place on Earth i feel truly at home at*

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

pretty ain't it...

                                   TCU's Frog Fountain...last feb:)


I hope we get snow again!

2 days an counting...

                                                  beaut Dallas skyline at night


uh...2 days till i fly halfway acroos the world back to TCU.....

how i miss msia when i'm in the states......

sniff*...



P.S> Apologies for the huge amount of posts per day....been trying to catch-up on almost a year of NOT bloggin;)

lol....even more true;)...ugh...texting (smsing or messaging in msian eng;)..such fun, yet super annoying at times;)

makes u think twice b4 texting ain't it;)


so true..

LOL...as malaysians, we are terrible pirates;)...both sellers and buyers are responsible...cos without a market...the sellers will be out of business;)

...and show me a single msian teenager who has NOT downloaded an mp3 of the net and i'll show you a cow who has jumped 2.4 trillion times over the moon;)

so, as believers,...is it legal to buy and download;)?

Asian parenting;)....LOL so true;)

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Class Considerations




Hmm....should i take a hip-hop class next semester?
vote by comment;)....

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Jazz Dance I - Hip Hop
Williams, Ashanti
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I heard the class is simply amazing...but...its during my lunch hour! how to makan?:P