0wow...one wonderful day:)

okay..ill be frank;)...one day whooohooo....at 10.30am...woke up, early for me ahaks...for futsal...picked up my bro, tim and derwin....(becoming the 'official driver' of the O.s.S band)..ahaks. we played one cool hour till one....SO hot...**.couple of wonderful goals*...one close range, one thru the keeper's leg:D....then went home, dropped the guys off, lunch, ColD shower and...sleePaha...then rushed to travilion,(*nothing much there by the way, tho it shows promise as they are growing an Organic roof:)...good architecture tho its a bit small:)...hmm..i m getting critical...lol*....theNN..rushed for KIng kong..as usual peter jackson blows us away, this time tru Kongs might roar!..wonderful and surprisingly comical fight scenes....then got lost on the way home with bro ahn...ahaks...tell me about it...this improves my geographical knowledge of Kuching anyway:)....one heck of a day rite;)

give GOD the glory!~

targets:
1. SAT
2. U know*8
3. Futsal
4. Musical Performance

pSalm 92:24 :)....WoW!

But the LORD has become my fortress,and my God the rock in whom I take refuge.

to be the greatest GOD server ever.....

well,,, ill be dead honest wif ya. Past few days i just lost the motivation, well not totally but yeah. I gotta be more positive:)
well here it goes, today was actually great,! i just needed time to absorb all of it:p
here it goes: woke up in time for bath, met ming, ahaks just on time, then, all of the sudden fainted(ahaks-this isnt true;p), then when for service, some professor preached or rather storytold really well. The story of esther........actually the story of GOD and esther..how HE worked in her life....amazing*
lunch at section 14:D..yay!..clean and yummy: pan mee wet and cha siew rice:D
when back study, then badminton, ahaks....s beat me:D....well,,,my reason is ice-skating injury;p.

well, here it goes:

1. to put my entire trust in HIM
2. lay of man:D
3. think right
4. yeah,,,,,u know what i'm gonna do:)
5. music anyoned:D?

tHE fallacy of insecurity

The fallacy of insecurity -



1 Kings 12:25-33 (NIV)

25 Then Jeroboam fortified Shechem in the hill country of Ephraim and lived there. From there he went out and built up Peniel.

26 Jeroboam thought to himself, “The kingdom is now likely to revert to the house of David.

27 If these people go up to offer sacrifices at the temple of the Lord in Jerusalem, they will again give their allegiance to their lord, Rehoboam king of Judah. They will kill me and return to King Rehoboam.”

28 After seeking advice, the king made two golden calves. He said to the people, “It is too much for you to go up to Jerusalem. Here are your gods, Israel, who brought you up out of Egypt.”

29 One he set up in Bethel, and the other in Dan.

30 And this thing became a sin; the people went even as far as Dan to worship the one there.

31 Jeroboam built shrines on high places and appointed priests from all sorts of people, even though they were not Levites.

32 He instituted a festival on the fifteenth day of the eighth month, like the festival held in Judah, and offered sacrifices on the altar. This he did in Bethel, sacrificing to the calves he had made. And at Bethel he also installed priests at the high places he had made.

33 On the fifteenth day of the eighth month, a month of his own choosing, he offered sacrifices on the altar he had built at Bethel. So he instituted the festival for the Israelites and went up to the altar to make offerings.



My conversion experience taught me that ‘It is a dreadful thing to fall into the hands of the living God’ (Hebrews 10:31). Therefore, I am extremely careful to ensure that I do not provoke the wrath of God.Jeroboam seems to have taken a different outlook on life. The reason for his selection as king of Israel seems to have eclipsed his memory. Instead, he did exactly what Solomon did. My initial response was ‘How stupid can you get? Haven’t you learnt anything?’ In Solomon’s case, the reason he began to distance himself from God was indiscipline, lack of self-control and the desire to please his wives. With Rehoboam the reason was a disregard for justice; for Jeroboam, it was insecurity, the fear of failure and fear for the future (vs 26,27), which provided the basis for his irrational conclusion and response (vs 28–33). He ignored the caution that his blessing was conditional (11:37,38).Our fears and insecurities can cause us to erect barriers in our human and spiritual relationships. Fear is destructive, and insecurity paralysing. We must take God at his word and trust his judgements. Our fears must be conquered and silenced. To obey God is better than any sacrifice we could make or offer (see 1 Samuel 15:22).'

'Today, why not do something you have deferred or defaulted on because you are scared or felt insecure?'


today:) and yesterday something happened.
i think i'm changing my major from biophysics (medical engineering) to something to do with computers and technology and biology
multimedia tech?
animation?
system analyst?
bio research?
wow, the possibilities are ENORMOUS!

yeps, its NOT bcos i'm not good in math....its becos i fould im really good at tech and bio and hugely enjoy it...
P.s. (the above is my devotion:)
i guess sometimes we muz be flexible and change;)

my main PASSION is still GOD and music...so
WATch out ppl:D..i'm gonna rock ur world for GOD:)!!

p.s.. ahaks.. mix tech and music u get what?:)

electronic music;p

oh ice skating rocks

oh yeah...ice skating rocks!!...tried with my sis last sat:)...fell down emm...3 times:D....but got back up again* after that skating like a pro...ahaks. well, my bros din want to join us so we only skated 2 half hours...
ok, devotions.,

Prepare - Why not find a quiet place – somewhere you’re not going to be interrupted. Yes! Shut the ‘world’ out... Now be still and silent in the presence of God.

16 When all Israel saw that the king refused to listen to them, they answered the king:“What share do we have in David,what part in Jesse’s son?To your tents, O Israel!Look after your own house, O David!”1 Kings 12:1-20 (NIV)

'I have heard of Christians who use today’s text to resist the involvement and contribution of young people in the strategic development and direction of the local church. Their excuse is that they fear the young people will offer bad advice which will result in a loss of favour with God. However, it is worth reminding ourselves that it is adults who are primarily responsible for wars, genocide, economic failures, the sex industry and domestic violence!
The issue, therefore, is not merely between good and bad counsel, since genuine and reasonable counsel could have unexpected consequences. It is about gratuitous self-seeking counsel, which has evil intent (vs 10,11). The counsel given in today’s passage had disastrous consequences (vs 15–20).Good counsel offers hope. It helps us make good judgements and affirms our humanity, identity and value before God. It strengthens our character and ensures that we do not violate God’s law. I often remind my friends that the Bible does say, ‘For lack of guidance a nation falls, but victory is won through many advisers ’ (Proverbs 11:14).On the other hand, gratuitous counsel promotes strife, undermines trust and ignores justice. It is selfish and self-seeking, often ignoring the consequences.'

'Pray for those in authority over you, that they may receive and respond to good counsel.'

ps..oh yeah..thats a pic of my hols in genting:)

Sunday

Breakfast- ah ribenaJ
nservice, offering, band, message,familiar, abit insincere speaker, movie, feelings
Lunch – frog legs!
Home
Sleep ///ahJ
blog

Saturday

Hmm…let me make it super brief:p. em, book, breakfast, wedding lunch, ice skating!wow, KFC dinner, sunset and…ahaks study abit

today - Something special happened

Christmas presentation

nGOD did it!!
nGuys, we rockedJ
nGot some mistakes but we did it!
nWow
nWell….so many musical mistakes;). but…ahaks

pool party

ah afterwards i explain ah...

PoOl Party:)

YEps...a poolside BIRTDay party for sue ann, Crossgen(my cell) s president and dear leader...ahaks. I know how it sounds but nothing hanky panky happened;p. There was a dance tho...by GUYS...my gudness...the ppl watching in the condo muz think we are wiedos:p. Some ppl called it kinky, wierd, full of gyrating hips aimed at sue...u get the picture!;p. ah...one heck of a bbq:)...havent tasted burned beef, lamb chop, chicken wings and dogs for so long. ah...as of now...i'm rushing to college;p....i commit this day to U LORD!

sori,ah guys..miss SO many days...ahaks

wow....deeparaya

well, for today: one word. magnificent. don't ask we why;)...just savour it* ok, ill give u The brief summary again:p...physics, a terrific breakfast, got scolded by coursemates for eating lunch without them...ahioks, american histroy got really good marks: thank u GOD...had a good chat with an old fren...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY!
yes, to u my oldest fren, in russia, enjoy urself...know u will ;)

yep...another weeks up;p...headin home this week:D yay!!

ah...this week was abit 'disappointing'..ah..its okay guys:). this morn,,,went to service with 5 hours of sleepp..*yawn(this isnt good!)...ahaks...then went makan with the guys...shui lin's k...thank gudness! dengue didnt haemorrage...yup:lunch: claypot ee mee...we dun hav that in kuching, BUT kolo mee is StIll the bez:)!...wanted to go badminton, but slept again:)teruk!..well.nice ppl ,nice music: who can complain.D...."wow, i watched a play by them today and was blown out of my mind! our nation MUZ learn how to accept single mums, exdrug addicts, prostitutes, even exgangsters and thugs...our church ( the Body of CHrist) muz once and for all provide a place of solace for ppl who really need it...not ignore them and get on with our own lives. i propose 50 percent of our time in service to go to ppl,unbelievers who are the real ones in need,:not us;)

today....:)

well...so much for rest:p..but i did...sacrificed badminton with cousin,wming for that...All in all, during service...it was special, never felt like this in a long time...ah. lunch was huge tho:D..big curry noodle , small wanton mee and NO water!!..ahaks. dinner i ordered ee meen but they gave me kono yoke rice! and kangkung belacan! and the biill was rm24!! wow...:p..it was just the coffee shop behind my house but it cost a bomb..yau:) yes, did laundry like, clean room, and yes had a great jog: today was perfect,thanks GOD!! clear skies, cold weather, nice breeze, friendly people. besides the air:)(look still complaininG!)..it was wonderful, feels abit like kuching. well, this weeks the big week! wish me all the best :p and trust HIM.

to do list:

1. devotions
2.
3. u know:p eng, phys, his

well,,,sorry guys:)..missed one whole week!

this week has been particularly trying...so plz forgive me:p..ill stick with today first..hmmm..
woke up 10,,,,slept...woke up 12...slept...woke up 12.30..ahaks...enough of that!! ...okay..lunch behind home....ate the biggest yong tau foo ever!.well actually its chee chong fun. suppose to go college 1.00p.m. but delayed and reached at 3.00sharp:) did some 'Research":p for english than explored the library...ahaks..sounds dorky. I luv books!! Okay, super brief now, at 4, took cab to taman bahagia lrt station, stop at masjid jamek, transfer to star lrt, got lost*ouch than when to titiwangsa. From titiwangsa to national library, nearly got tricked by a "taxi driver" he wanted me to get into his Wira and "claimed" to be a cabdriver...ahaks...he lost*GOD was around. he wanted to charge me rm10 ro a rm 5 trip,,,whoyoh. okay, took ANother cab, lib was close!! makan at burger king, relaxed, when to klcc to catch a movie, reached home at 11 and now am typing this...Woh! one heck of a day,huh:))

well, the traditional to-d0-list:)

1. rest jh

oh....back to normal*breath of relief:)

YES!!...finally..i've become 'normal' again.... i don't know ...past few days have been so confusing...friends?study?life?...hmm..i guess normal questions..but i thot i've been over them...guess not* i guess today.,,morn service, aftern, crossgen had a welcome party for form fivers:)...was fun..met up with ppl i've missed for 7 years!!..well,,junk food: KFC and Domino's as usual..ahaks. they had fun, we had fun and prayed for their SPm...guess that goes for u too jane and trix:)...was supposed to take it this year but:ahaks...skipped it.
then went badminton played 3 hours;p from 4.30 till 7pm...wow got thrashed sadly:p

yes!to do list:

1. update classmates on his scrappbook:p

2. english cum history

3. skateboarding anyone??:))

yes...missed one day:)

yeah:)...we did lead lead worship in CF......GOD was there....i have to constantly remember that we worship HIM...and leaders are simply guides....
another thing to buck uup...have to practice guitar more...and song flipping(ahaks...fliiping song pages fast enough so ppl don't have to wait...) :)
history scrapbook...ayo ....not yet...starting 0,1,2,3...NOW!
physics..ah...left my textbook in college...now all locked up oredi:p Oh yes:D...did play generals!...yes finished china missions...zero hour...woooo! that was tough....big time fighting multiple waves of attackers..was fun while it lasted*. i hope that today i change, in becoming someone better. Although only someone close will know the results, ill give it my best short.* synopsis of my day::: 3to6am...online::::breakfast:::music practise::study:::1U:::McD:::study::sleep 5 to 7 and missed the party!....well thats that:)

jengjengjeng* music effects:)

1, rest jia hsien;p

weellll...ah..finally...rest:)

sometimes....we feel that one day wourld be the worst one:0 but at the end of it...everything turns out okay and we feell so free..with nothing to do:p but relax....well this is one of this days:)

oh, i'm so sure ms lim is mad at me..though..i may be wrong...hmmm....well after eng..whichwas okay but i sure wished that our class had just 6 ppl...i dunno....they can't stop hitting on me?

well..ahaks that would be my day...gudnite everyone:)

things to d0 tomorrow:

1. colead worship in cf

2. am history scrapbook:p...finally one which is interesting! and of coursee......study!!

3. english- finalise topic

4, phys - chapter review

4. play-hmmm...generals zero hour anyone:)?

A NEar...tragedy..ahaks

ah........................today.hmmmm....i guess...we nearly got a ten percent cut off our final marks...my that was tough...hm..otherwise it was a wonderful day...i just think that tho life here is ok with its ups and downs..somehow kuching is so...hm...nice*

well to do list tomorrow:

1. Microeconomics exam

2.em...yes...go to national library!

3. print CF poster:)

ahiouks

sam, jane,,,u guys got wonderful website:) tell me how u do it...